So I decided to keep my banner, so what if it’s written in French? I guess I’ll continue to learn the language as I have french friends and maybe one day I’ll visit Paris, ayun yun oh! hahaha
It’s crazy how I can laugh about it now, he taught me well, he taught me that men can make a girl feel that it means something when it really means nothing, at all, maybe I misread everything. I admit it was a misunderstanding and I knew what it was from the very beginning. Thoughts of him still creeps in sometimes, but it doesn’t bring tears to my eyes anymore and strangely it puts a smile on my face.
Anyway, I’m done talking about him now. I had two of my tooth extracted last week! but that doesn’t stopped me from pigging out! I have been eating too much lately, not sure if it’s because of stress or depression or whatnot! So I really need to do extra laps to lose what I’ve gained last month!
I have been thinking of resigning but I am really not responding to other opportunities, I don’t think I really want to leave UBS yet, it’s just that I don’t want the crazy work schedule anymore, but if I think about it, I like where I am now, I’m doing more technical work and learning a lot of stuffs, and my boys are right, they love me there so my only issue is my work schedule which is still a big deal for me because I need a day job to be able to get Maisie back. I just haven’t found the right job yet. I turned down the offer with DB because I don’t want to be stuck! I still need to weigh things, the schedule with DB is really good because there’s no night shift, offer is just a bit diff from what I’m earning now but the work is really far from what I do in UBS and I am really not sure I want to give that up just for the sake of no night shifts, besides there are other opportunities, the problem with me is I’m lazy all the time!
Is it really that I’m lazy or is it because I don’t want to leave yet? Jeremiah keeps telling me he doesn’t see it in me that I really want to leave because I just keep saying I want to but I’m not doing anything about it, I’ve turned down three offers for the last two months already and I am not even exerting effort to look for a new job.
Well it’s already August so I guess 4 more months isn’t so bad, but I swear I’ll start finding a new one next week, I’ll have my CV ready. It’s frustrating because I thought I wanted that job with DB.
I’m still undecided if I should keep this domain name, I think it will expire next month.
basta wag pasa ng pasa ng resume pag di MEJO gusto ang kumpanya ha. kase once na ma-process ka ng companies, syempre may impression na yang mga yan sayo, na nagsscout lang then di naman pala sure na lilipat. mawawalan ng gana mga yon iprocess ka in the future pag naisipan mo nang sigurado ka nang lilipat ka. ah basta di ko maexplain mabuti, basta ganun. hahaha. ayun, limited lang kase companies dito sa Singapore e. tska nasa banking ka diba, e since very particular sila sa industry.. malamang sa bank ka pa din next. kaya wag mo uubusin muna ang mga bangko dito sa Singapore. Hahahaha!
di naman sa hindi ko MEJO gusto, eh saka ang bagal ng process nila eh, saka two weeks ng nakalipas di pa rin na schedule final interview kahit naman sabihin na formalization na lang yun it’s still good for me kse parang di ko na rin ako nag turn down kse matagal sila I have all the right to withdraw my application! bwahahahaha. Nakaktawa kse madalas nauuna talaga yung offer letter bago yung mga interview, naninigurado na rin actually agad sila na seryosong gusto mo lumipat eh. Anyway, lagi ko naman agad tanong magkano presyo, anong work sched at anong job scope, kapag di ko agad na gustuhan sinasabi ko agad.. parang yung VISA nung isang araw nakalagay naman current ko eh bigla pang nag email na 4800 lang kaya nila ibigay, seriously?? Minsan kainis rin eh, aksaya ng panahon, minsan tumawatag kung kelan kahimbingan pa ng tulog ko!! hahaha kaya nakakabwisit may apply eh.
Lagay mo sa CV mo contact via email muna, para di ka naiistorbo.