One of the things I hate most is a guy who cannot be manly enough to keep his words.

Before I left Manila I was asked by my Lawyer to write the story of me and the ex and until now I haven’t written anything yet, I didn’t know where to start and I really don’t want to do it in the first place, but I guess I really have to and I really can’t escape it now, I have been trying to avoid all this and wanted the easiest and fastest way out, but as I was expecting when he said yes last March it was a fucking lie again, as always.  I really wanted to just wake up one day and all has already fallen into it’s right place.

Laban kung laban, sabi nga ni Attorney, madami akong pwedeng gawin kaya wag ako masyado ma-stress.  I need to stay cool and calm down because I’m also stressing my Mom and Dad already, problem the only person who calms me down and manage to keep me sane is not around everyday.

What did I ever see in him? That’s the hardest question people always ask me and as always say I don’t know.

Why do we really fall in love and fall out of it? as for me… I really don’t know, I woke up one day and realized I love him and same thing happened when I knew I had already fallen out and realized I had enough.

I only have one day off and during that off I shall write a novel! I hope I get to at least start writing.