I am really pissed off right now, it seems to be that everything that my little girl said was true and I hate it when they said I shouldn’t believe everything she says because she’s just a kid, but when she tells the exact same thing repeatedly, I don’t think she made it up.  One of the things I hate the most is stupid lame excuse! I don’t even know if it was just an excuse or just plain stupid.

Anyway, as the lawyer said, it’s his choice, the easy way or the hard way, either way I will win.  Well I wanted to do this while as much as possible we can be friends and civil but I don’t think that is even possible, I didn’t even want the sole custody of my child but I think even that is inevitable. I knew it already but something inside me was still hoping. Well I gave him a choice and he chose to fight and as much as I want this to be over soon and do it as smoothly as possible, I guess I need to have a lot more patience and wait a little longer, anyway it will definitely get annulled, if I have to shell out more money then be it, now I am really thankful I got this job in Singapore.  The good thing is I don’t even have to face the court, so I am still happy, at least I am not the one who will suffer most during the process of all this.

I’m keeping the faith and still praying every night that this will be over soon, well not as soon as I was expecting, but better to wait longer than to be in this hell situation anymore.

I have never regretted getting married until today but it will be over soon… Soon! A year or two is not that bad.