I think you turn, turn the clock, but I don’t really know
And I can’t remember caring for an hour or so
Started crying and I couldn’t help myself
I started running but there’s nowhere to run to

I sat down on the street, took a look at myself
Said, where you going man, you know the world is headed for hell?
Say your goodbyes if you got someone you can say goodbye to

How far we’ve come – Matchbox 20

I am going home to Manila and last night it really synced to me that I’m gonna see my little girl after 5 months of being an absent mother, I miss her so much.  Sometimes I wonder why the hell am I here in Singapore and I would remind myself I need to start a new life, and sometimes I still can’t help myself from crying when I think about what happened to me, but it’s been quite a long time already and I really can say that I’ve also learned to accept the things that happened, at least bit by bit. I need to have a lot of patience and keep the faith that sooner all will fall perfectly into place, I’ve come this far, I cannot breakdown now. It’s life, shit happens, I am strong and I need to keep being strong.

Manila here I come!