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How do you let go of something really special that used to give you butterflies and makes your heart flutters so much and now only gives you pain?
How can you hold onto something that used to feel so real and now seems to drift away?
What to do? Let go? Walk away and don’t turn around?
Just let God!
Shit Wendy! You never learn.. why do you always have to let yourself be just the second best??
aba aba. may laman. hmm…
I think we ‘almost’ have the same issue.
I have been in love with this guy and now, everything is just not working out. I know that he has someone new now. I mean, I’m no dumb girl. I can sense it. All I’m waiting and hoping for is for him to finally have the balls and tell me the truth. I guess we all deserve that, right?
Now, I’m selfish keeping him even if he does not send a text message and is totally invisible. But I’m keeping my hopes up. I love him, and love does not have to be reciprocated to be called love. If it is reciprocated, then it’ll be better. It’ll make things better.
But for now, everything is not.
And yes, let’s leave everything to faith.